I wish it was raining
Because I hate every beautiful day
Everyone's playing outside
Having fun
Enjoying the weather I hate it
I hate beautiful days
I hate being in a good mood
Just to pretend that everything's okay I hate
All those fake smiles
All those people pretending to be alright
People being happy
Because I know
That I can't
It's not that I think they're not worth it
But knowing deep inside
That I'll never be like this
That I can't be like this at all
Makes my heart feel like a stone
Lying in my chest
Protesting to beat
It makes me wonder
Are there others?
Just feeling like me?
Just like me?
Alone?

@музыка: Lumen - Кофе.

@настроение: I'm not okay.. (c)

@темы: Сложно быть идиотом., м.ы.с.л.и., Why?! Why me?!!!